NIRVANA *
Catching up with my breath, I stretched myself comfortably
on the soft ground that sunk slightly under the weight of my body. Removing my
ear-plugs, I feasted my eyes on the canvas that Mother Nature had spread
lavishly before me.
The fine grainy brown sand interspersed with dark black
grains of its similar kind had woven together into a mesmerizing geometric
pattern which a weaver would love to replicate it on his loom with cotton or
silk threads. Perhaps the artisan sought refuge in the lap of Nature for his
inspiration.
I sat in Vajrasana# pose,
practicing my breathing exercises. The Bay of Bengal breeze blowing on my face
managed to cool my mind, body and spirit. This is Nirvana, I concluded. The
turbulent waves, surf and sand formed an inseparable trio to complete the perfect
picture.
On the lonely beach, my mind was distracted by some movement.
I opened my eyes to see an eight year old girl searching for an appropriate
spot. She did not seem to be a tourist or an early morn jogger.
“What is your name and where do you live?” I asked her.
“Saraswati” said she and gestured with her index finger to
the distant settlement of thatched huts, indicating her place of stay. She
belonged to the fishermen community.
She had settled down on the steep reclining slope of the
beach and instantly her deft hands started to knead the wet grainy sand into
heaps of un-uniform shapes. In no time a small castle was ready. She then
decorated the castle with sea-shells and flowers that she had brought along
with her. Saraswati then admired her creation and wrote her name on sand as any
famed painter would sign off, putting a stamp of exclusivity.
Satisfied, Saraswati came and sat beside me, smiling
exposing her toothless gum. Her strands of hair were flying with the wind and she
curled them and secured them with an aid of a pin. I watched her movements with
growing fascination.
The turbulent waves lashed the shore with vengeance, each
wave outdoing the other in the mad dance of frenzy, receding away, taking with
them Saraswati’s masterpiece. I felt sad for the girl but there was no trace of
any emotion of regret or sadness on Saraswati’s tanned face.
“You should have built the castle far away from the waves”,
said I, trying in vain to console the little girl.
“The sea has given birth to the sand and the sand will
ultimately go into the sea’s womb ”, answered
Saraswati .
This reply of hers drenched me completely. The little girl belonging
to the fishermen community was an ocean of knowledge and I felt myself like a
grain of sand in her presence. I felt drawn towards her. She had managed to condense
a colossal philosophy into an oyster and had mouthed pearls of wisdom.
True. Nature is the Supreme Creator and
Destroyer too and humans play a small role in this process. But the irony is
that mortal beings tend to put themselves on a higher pedestal and forget or
choose to ignore that they are mere puppets attached to a string and Nature
holds the reins. Today I have attained Nirvana.
* Nirvana is an ancient Sanskrit term used in Indian religions to describe the profound peace of mind that is acquired with moksha(liberation). It is a state of being free from suffering.
# vajrasana - Yoga- The practitioner sits on the heels with the calves beneath the thighs. This pose helps in digestive issues like constipation and strengthens the muscles of the legs and back.
What a beautiful lesson that eight-year-old child taught you! One that we cannot comprehend. Detachment certainly doesn't come easy to us.
ReplyDeleteWoah!!!!!! That was insightful.. I am too dumbstruck to say any further. I bow to her Wisdom. Thank you Kalpana.
ReplyDeleteOh that was such a worthy lesson learnt... what is the point of running away from any trouble...when going through it is the only way... thanks for sharing this story .. loved it :)
ReplyDeletePearls of wisdom indeed :)
ReplyDeleteisnt that what we all need to figure out in the end? Man has so many strings attached tying him or her down... this post reminds me of the book sidhartha by herman hesse a lot about similar theme...
ReplyDeleteRicha
oh wow!! That was inspiring!
ReplyDeletebeautifully written!